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On The Table Read Magazine, “the best book magazine in the UK“, George Buchanan shares what inspired him to write his memoir, Dangerous Ways.
I interviewed George Buchanan about his life and career, what inspired him to write his memoir, Dangerous Ways, and his creative writing process.
Most of my working life has been spent in higher education. Previously, as a young graduate from Cambridge, I had taught at secondary level in Nigeria, which was followed by employment as an editor at OUP in Oxford and then, briefly, as a radio producer at the BBC in London. I am married.
Approximately three years. Beyond initial drafting there were continuous iterations and revisions. By the end of these, however, I felt I could regard the text as finished- that there was no more tinkering to be done…
I have always had an enveloping desire to write something. In this case I felt the moment had come when I could stand as it were outside my life and look in at it dispassionately. It would be a book about my experience of the world and my complex place in it, with an emphasis on the great diversity of both people and places I have known, and the different challenges, fulfilments and failures they have given rise to.
I’m not conscious of any ‘big’ challenge, except in the sense of the subject’s largeness and complexity. I was, though, mindful of a key one: to write with absolute honesty and in a manner that draws the reader in, creating a rapport and dialogue between the text and reader.
If there is one such thing, it is my encounter with my father at the book’s beginning. It is 1947 and my sixth birthday, and I have arrived with my mother and little sister in the bombed-out harbour of Tobruk, Libya, where my father, a senior Army officer, is waiting to meet us. This confrontation would radically affect the nature of my life, feelings, and disposition, including my relations with my family.
Probably as set out in the answers above and below. This, however, represents a conflict with another person at the surface, whereas it may be that the book reflects more fundamental underlying conflicts within myself, which the book explores, one being the ambivalence of my feelings, whether of guilt or repudiation, in dealing with my father’s negativity.
It was conceived in broad terms ab initio, but I made significant changes as I proceeded. The major change was to transfer the original first chapter to the beginning of the second part of the book. This meant that, instead of the book’s setting off with my birth and earliest years during wartime in a female world, it opens more dramatically with the abrupt transition from a feeling of security to one of fear, uncertainty and antipathy. Thus, my earliest experience, which preceded the tensions that came later, may be viewed by the reader as a child’s ‘Garden of Eden’, though in a deprived industrial landscape. The reader knows by now what the young child doesn’t,- that the relative stability of his life is already nearly over. The narrative, as it continues, shows how over time I acquire or construct alternatives to my family, a process speeded by my entry at eleven into boarding school, which in effect concludes my family life. Thereafter I rely upon myself and others, some featuring within the main body of the narrative, others in a final chapter devoted to them, which I have called ‘Mentors and Quasi-fathers’.
I was my own continuous editor. External editing required was minimal.
In my case the tense of the question is inapplicable. The past tense fits, in that over many years I have written and rewritten a number of fictional texts varying in length from 12,000 to 60,000 words. These include a novel- set in West Africa and drawn from my experience during the years that led to the Nigerian Civil War, one of whose key characters (shot dead in the war) I knew intimately. The story’s climax involves the protagonist’s anguished fear of his having been betrayed by the two people he adored- a fear which can never be resolved. A short story (12,000 words) entitled ‘Lunch in St James’s’ is about the reunion of three old schoolfriends and the destructive insurgence of a fourth person familiar to them all. A further story (13,000 words), ‘A Moral Affair’, explores a man’s awakening to emotions and desires he had excluded from his life as morally pernicious and which now morally confront him.
I have to say I am as content with what has come through as I would have hoped to be in starting. It has been the outcome of three years’ intensive work on a task in which I have been continuously engrossed.
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